Saturday, April 19, 2008♥
dun deserved to b loved.
cos i tink im damn mean.
mayb karma will take tt away fr me.

i m so dumb. dumb. dumb.


Avril Lavigne- Innocence

Waking up to see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's all great
Slowing down, I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
Don't you let it pass you by
Found a place, so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliance
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
Don't you let it pass you by
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
It makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
Don't you let it pass it you by
This innocence is brilliant
(It's so beautiful, it's so beautiful)
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go awayI need you now (It makes me wanna cry)
And I'll hold on to it,
Don't you let it pass you by


me: why do u keep askin me to listen to this.
him: it's a nice song, Listen.
me: *listen, but dun q understand.*

im such an idiot.

n im scared of love, love, love.
9:05 PM♥ Saturday, April 12, 2008♥
acc to shamp n en, 'my life has been v interestin' these days.
no more lunch stories for them, i swear. (ok, mayb not. haa)
i tink more lik ive made my life complicated n messy.
haa i duno wad the hell ive been doin for the past few weeks.
n 1 week really seems SO long. 1 week feels lik 2 to me.
feel lik ive been doin alot of stuff in 1 week.
my plans for js-ing seemed to have been stalled. which is bad.
i tink i dun really care whether i made a wise decision by doin wad im doin now.
(n the ting is i duno wad im doin. haa)
mayb it's really not a bad ting to own a more interestin life, For Now. ha.

fat ben has left my team.. n i didnt lunch w them tt day. q sad over his departure, 1 person less to disturb in the office. hehehe but he says he owes ME a treat!! when i didnt even do anything for him. let alone lunch w him. regret. thou ive been complainin bout how shitty my job is.. it's actually not tt shitty la. i kinda enjoy everday cos of the pple im wkin w n i kinda learnt alot fr all that shit. at least i survived. n im not tryin to an ass but i wonder how come some can say tt kinda manager is a nice or wadever person. if she is really nice, then they really havent seen wad a Really nice manager is lik. at least im fortunate enuf to b under one. which me felt remourseful for sayin some of the tings tt i said during the forced circumstances i faced dur tt sucky interview. since when do i start havin feelins of regret lor.. i nva believe in regretting. anw b1 tinks it'll b difficult to part w b2 if one of us leaves the co. sigh which made me regret for shouting at her a few mths back. i rem it till now. sigh, i was such a bitch then.


im glad tt they've been playin this song q frequently on radio.
loveeeee.

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours.

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more,no more, it cannot wait i'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'
is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours
no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...




--- n i agree. :)
10:49 PM♥