Saturday, April 14, 2007♥
(incomplete still waiting for fotos!.. but anws i better post tis b4 i dun even haf the time to shit.)




4:39 PM♥ ♥
Motivational song for the moment:

Listen - Beyonce

Listen to the song here in my heart
a melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen
*repeat chorus*
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own - my own

tt's it. gotta start catchin up on lectures.
haha m i pathetic or wad?..
it's ok. kitty's motivated.
4:30 PM♥ Sunday, April 08, 2007♥
SCORPIO WOMAN October 24 - November 21 (note the date! urgh)
A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character. (oh well..) A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. (sorrie, but i admit to this.) She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules.
She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. (hahaha true true) Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. (winks.) Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. (right.) She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. (yeah i owaes do. so duncha lie to me.) She always smile and she can really hide her feeling. (constantly) She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. (yes. but there're defiinitely exceptions..) She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her.
She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. (absolutely) A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. (HA) It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career. (of cuz)
She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". (i agree i do have strong feelings for stuff but there're times when i choose to stand in the grey area) If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered. (ya)
Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. (v true) If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. (whert?.. im not so sure bout tt haha)
She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. (yes hate to find dirty linen. its owaes better to fess up early) If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. (yup) She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. (hahaha) If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. (i call this the 'doubling theory' i love to give more than to take seriously)
A real fair woman. She likes to make and spent money. (correct) She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody". (perhaps?) If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. (hmm interestinly so) When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early. (nah.. there's no nid to do so since i'll b late. ha)

now compare this with...

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN November 22 - December 21
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. (wth. im the total opp can) If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. (nah. in fact i hate it) She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. (maybe althou i do get tired of life) She will not get up set easily. Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. (haha maybe)
She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. (sorry smtimes find it difficult to lie. sayin its nice when its not jus feels urky to me) Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". (yea i cld say tt) She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. (aboslutely right. dun u dare command me. ha) She has no respect to a weak man. (yep.) If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. (yep) She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself. She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. (na, this is why imma scorpio, not sagi!) If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. (i can see everyone of u out there nodding. esp my couz) You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. (yea lik my bro) She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. (yess) She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. (tks) Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. (hahaha oops) If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. (muahaha YA!) A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. (true to the latter definitely not the former.) She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think. (YES) Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you. (ya beating ard the bush is simply irritating)

Conclusion: This is why imma woman w mixed personalities. haha but more a scorpio than sagi lar... nono.. imma scorpio! i insist! HA
tink the results are a little general leh.. difficult to test for accuracy since many pple might haf such personalities anw.
2:39 AM♥ ♥
i juz woke up. cant believe nobody in the hse woke me up until now. n the 1st question my mum asked me was- are u going to sch tmr? omg. hello mum, tmr's sun can? but then again i wont blame her for sayin tt cos my life is pathetic as shite this few weeks. not sleepin has bcum somewad a routine. n when i say i dun even haf the time to shit, i mean it! hey but shldnt she ask me whether i wan dinner, nonono.. supper? anw tink she prolly tot i was dead.
1:18 AM♥