Friday, April 29, 2005♥
That's it. i feel so stupid. i could barely do half of it. submitted a piece of shit. i practised, i did. i dun have enough sleep. mince meat is ready to serve, dammit.
1:38 AM♥ Monday, April 25, 2005♥
sobzzzzz
haiz totally screwed up this bloody english paper. really dammit lor.. skipped the 1st qn n proceeded w the rest of the qns coz the 1st one says- do not spend more than 35min on this qn. muz b a long n tedious one.. so i went on doing the rest of the paper n i tot it was quite do-able.. yep left 45min for the 1st qn. sighz terror man. didnt understand all those crap principles stated there so i decided to raise my hand to try my luck. my tutor responded n her intepretation was so different from mine n if i were to follow her intepretation i would have to cross a whole list of 10 over boxes which oso meant tt all the boxes wld b crossed. fine. during the last min my hand smhow prompted me to follow her intepretation so i juz liquid all my ans. guess wad.. most of the pple had most of their boxes uncrossed. n my intepretation for another bloody principle was wrong. n this bloody 1st qn is worth 30mks of the whole paper. dammit.
it's always lik dat. the higher u expect the worse the outcome will be. it's lik dat for english last sem too. it was the only paper i tot i cld get an A. my foot lor. ended up leaving one qn worth 10 over mks blank. this time it's 30mks. i really tink i will get C n below!!!! arrggghghhghghg!!!! not to mention tt i screwed up the previous papers too. n econs will definitely b damn hard. as usual. hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.
1:36 PM♥ Wednesday, April 20, 2005♥
there's only 2 days left! n i'm still kinda slckin ard.. sighz wad the hell am i doin man.. owaes succumbing to temptations.. haiz im so weak!
temptation no1: my lovely bed haha.. i refuse to get out of bed until noon?!
temptation no2: food! i guess i've been putting on weight since break started.. oh no.. n i haven been exercising for mths!!! can imagine all the fats floating ard in my body.. gross!!
temptation no3: TV!! urgh. it's owaes the ting tt lures me away from my books.. u noe giving myself stupid excuses lik i need a break or smting.. when i oreadi had lotsa breaks haha..
temptation no4: this ting tt im using now. yep. always wasting an hr or 2 on this stupid com.. juz to get away from studying..
haiz.. yep. i need some nerd potion to keep my eyes glued to my notes n my butt glued to my study chair.
11:46 AM♥ Saturday, April 16, 2005♥
hehehz.. was hit by this sudden news of energy's concert.. it's called energy goodbye spore concert.. it's lik so wad the hell lor.. haha me v happy now.. bot the tix n we're sitting at row 13! hmm.. upgraded 15 rows as compared to 2 yrs ago.. wahaha. this yr, cey yuxin n brit gg.. hehehz.. i'm so excited.
sighz.. extremely lazy n no mood to study lor.. it's lik i noe there's insufficient time left to finish yet i'm having this cant b bothered attitude.. haizzzz
9:52 AM♥ Sunday, April 10, 2005♥
hiak hiak.. here's kitty's album rewiews of the week --

JJ Lin- Bian Hao 89757 -- 4.5stars damn nice, muz grab hold of the album man, tink he's gettin better n better.. i muz listen to it everyday! 1st attempt @ rap n i tink not bad..
Twins- Jian Xi Ai Shen -- 2.5stars haha a few songs nice only, most of the songs r canto remixes, and sad to say the canto version is so much nicer lor.. but their cheena is surprisingly accurate haa..
F.I.R.- Wu Xian -- 3.5stars so sad.. i tink it falls below my expectations man.. mayb i expected too much from them haa but i mean this album is not as nice as the previous one.. coz last album got many classic wows.. this album got a few v nice ones den the rest lik quite so-so.. but overall not bad la n the story behind the album quite nice.. yep

hmm.. anyone got sly's album? haha... tink his new slow song quite nice..
3:43 PM♥ Monday, April 04, 2005♥
Veg. Veg. Veg. Oh my goodness i still have to put up with this veggie-mania for lik 6 more wks!?!?! aiyo.... how can they bear to torture carnivores lik me??.... haiz.. it's some buddhist ting to eat 49 days of meat if a family member passed away.. thou mummy didnt enforce strict obeyance to tt rule - she allows me to have meat when im outside hiak hiak.. it's horrible to be going vegetarian for dinner everyday. pukes. n i really hate those fake meat. stinks. disgusting! nva love to go sch so much until now.. haha sighz i wonder y they muz impose their religion on us.. n we're made to suffer under them.. those inflexible adults.. i mean im not even a buddhist y shld i follow wad they're doing?! haiz.. i feel so powerless. n i cant wear anything dats red/ yellow supposedly for 49 days too. kill me. half of my wardrobe can go into hibernation- coz even pink is not allowed. n it's so funny when she said- oh pink cannot, purple can. yellow cannot, green can. doesnt make sense at all. if purple= red + blue n it's allowed, how come pink= red + white is not allowed? crap.
4:46 PM♥ Friday, April 01, 2005♥
ok. u did it yet again. i choose to ignore u for the whole of the lesson. i walk away from class w/o saying goodbye. wad happens nxt? feel lik some schoopid sore childish bitch, doing stupid tings w/o getting any response. sighz. self-inflicting pain on myself. isit worth it? dun tink so, but y m i doing this? guess it's juz me. bitch.
4:40 PM♥