Tuesday, April 27, 2004♥
watched 50 1st dates w gladys n her sis.. didnt wana b extra but due to some miscommunications i kinda tagged along haha.. the show was better than i expected la.. at least it was better than polly.. the jokes were more intellectual i guess.. it's kinda sad when u can clearly remember everything bout 1 person but tt person has got no impression of u or the moments u shared w her at all..
saw this good-looking guy on 291 on my way home.. it's the second time ive seen him on the same bus at ard the same time haha.. but tink im lik indifferent to c-ing cute guys nowadays.. dunno y leh.. tired of them already haha.. unlike some pple whom i feel has some fetish over getting hitched to such guys haha.. ok i dun wanna name names later kena slapped by them.. hahaha
haiz.. feeling kinda down prob due to p outbreak these few days which is attributed to e impending red alert.. sighz y isit always so punctual.. still not used to it.. ok folks prob u wld wanna stop reading from here coz im juz gonna blabber alot of rubbish..
have been thinkin alot thruout the yrs.. until my tiny brain is choking up..
mum asked me y i am home so late a few hrs ago.. well i dun c the need to report to her wad ive been doin outside.. feel lik asking her to stop questioning everytime when i'm goin out. hey im no longer a kid. im 19 already. gonna b an undergraduate (hopefully) in the few mths to come.. im not some childish sec sch kid who prob still cant tink properly ok.. i mean at least i'll inform u tt im going out rite.. cant i even go out w my frens during wkends or when im free? i'll seriously b leading a monotonous life if i juz wk from 8 - 5 n return home for dinner at 6 EVERY wkday n stay home the whole day during wkends.. i dun understand y dad has to pull such a long face when he hears tt im going out on sun.. wads wrong? ok mayb u can scold me for not spending more time w u all but im really not a family person n even if im home wad can i do? watch tv.. bum ard.. listen to music.. slp.. eat.. n y isit tt u strongly object to stayingover at my frens place w/o any good reason? dun u noe tt im sensible enuf to noe wad im doing?.. isit so diff to trust me? i really cant fathom wad u're thinkin.. y isit tt i always feel afraid when askin for permission? tink it's prob bcoz i'm afraid of being rejected.. which is most likely the case no matter how hard i try to convince u to agree to my proposals.. stop being so protective can anot? im really quite tired of feeling this way... gimme a break. ive been trying hard not to argue back so dun force to me to do it while im still able to control myself by only turning a deaf ear n rolling my eyes.. prob u may wanna shift ur attention to smthing more practical lik asking ur son to spend more time on his books n not the com n to ask me whenever he's in doubt instead of keeping quiet n assuming tt he noes everything when he dun? y cant tt silly boy juz open his mouth?.. tink it's really a privilege to have an elder sibling ard to coach u when u need help..
ok enuf of my nonsense.. even i myself cant tolerate the thrash tt ive written.. so bear w me if u feel irritated at any pt in time while reading.. haa can scold me if u wan i can take it..
1:42 AM♥ Saturday, April 24, 2004♥
yippee yeah~ haha got my 5 1/2-wk pay today! quite happy w the sum la haha.. went shopping w stel.. our 1st time? haa cant believe tt we went to shop for thongs.. *oops! haa bot 2 smore.. n bot a t-shirt even thou i insisted on not buying any more t-shirts.. haiz. tink money really brings joy to pple.. ok mayb not for everyone but it's definitely the case for mum.. haha gave her $250 today n she was so delighted.. carried this stupid smile on her face for quite sometime....
woke up damn early juz to catch the coach in sch for the juniors' games.. both gals n guys won.. so happie for them =)
well.. esp for the guys coz it was a v crucial match -- if they win they will b confirmed a place in the quarter-finals.. the game was super duper exciting n the fact was proven by the huge amt of spectators who gathered @ the court to watch the game.. it started off with us losing probably due to their height advantage but we slowly gained the pts back in the 2nd quarter.. the team of BEASTS were incorrigible.. they kept bullying our players n 2 of our players( wei jian n aaron) were seriously injured ok.. idiots. really feel lik throwing my sandals at them lo.. really hope for speedy recovery for them lo =) final score is 86:67 if i nva remembered wrongly.. n i tink dennis the little tortoise deserved to b crowned man of the match.. nxt match w VJ wld b exciting oso but wont b able to catch it coz it unfortunately falls on a thur.. haiz.
sad to say this but i've really nva felt so proud to b a TJ bballer until now.. haha i tink i've nva seen the coaches looking so happy aft a match b4.. i muz say tt this team is really full of potential.. n by the end of the game my hands were so swollen from the clapping n my throat felt soar from the cheering haha.. well wad can i say.. it was all worthwhile =)
one bad news is the strap of the watch tt'd been with me for the past 3 1/2 yrs came off during the match.. n i took the last spare strap available the previous time when i went to replace the strap a yr ago.. tink it's time to let my watch r.i.p. n get a new one.. but i've yet to c the 'ideal' one so far.. sobz.
11:40 PM♥ Monday, April 19, 2004♥
ok folks.. stop ur naggings rite now coz i'm finally blogging.. had quite an interesting wkend actually.. went out w 2 grps of pple.. separately.. wahaha ok i noe it's duh. the 1st outing was rather successful coz all 5 of us turned up! planned to hunt for the things which i need quite desperately but ended up buying surf shorts instead. haiz.. here's the list of things i wish to buy w the one tt i'd like to own most in front: bag!! waterbottle.. tops.. bottoms tt r not blue in color.. watch.. haiz dunno when i'd satisfy my hunger for such material goods.. haa tink my conclusion is NEVER. ok back to my narration on wad i did on sat.. had dinner @ country manna n den cheap cheap ice-cream @ mac n tink we updated each other on quite alot stuff.. missed dat pig alot coz it feels lik i haven seen her for ages.. oh tink i muz congratulate her for slimming down a little haha.. dunno when we'll meet-up but it was estimated to b nxt mth... tt seems lik a LONG time =( moving on to today's outing.. i muz comment tt it was kinda weird.. coz it was not onli the 4 of us.. this is the 1st time dat we actually went out w mama's sis n the meeting place was @ tamp! wad can i say?.. rare?? haha.. the outing wasnt really smooth esp when it started w this difficulty on agreeing w wad to eat.. (all thanx to the stupid ponderosa for only serving salad buffet TODAY..) ended up @ pizza hut.. tok bout the good ol days in sch n how we missed the canteen food.. quite ironic when we used to complain bout how the canteen food sux in the past.. breakfast was either ham sandwich chicken cheese burger curry puff or breakfast set consisting of hotdogs potato n fries n freshly blended orange juice.. we even decide on wad to eat on each day of a wk lik western on every thur.. haha tink we v cute.. btw saw 2 bags which i quite lik today but am controlling myself not to purchase it yet coz it's juz too ex la.. the gola for mango one costs 65 while the mambo one costs 55.. sighz. sighz. sighz. tink i'll juz end up not buying any bag haha..
n i tink the whole world is now discussing bout whether they'd b confirmed a place in the respective courses tt they'd chosen (not to mention bout those str As students..) im feeling kinda scared aft hearing tt pple getting A B C r onli on the waiting list to FASS.. goodness this is really unbelievable.. i didnt imagine tt competition wld b this stiff.. perhaps i shld even feel glad even if im offered a place in a course which i totally hate coz at least i saved a place for myself in the uni?.. im trying not to tink so much bout it rite now.. pray tt things wld turn out fine?.. not harbouring much hope though.. congrats to those who've gotten wad they'd wished for =)

friends r for a lifetime.. b careful not to hurt them.. cherish them n treat them well instead!
if u feel disheartened at any pt in time juz remember tt there'd b many more merry moments ahead!!
ms kitty will always b here to help!

2:09 AM♥