Sunday, February 29, 2004♥
listenin to: the trouble with love is - kelly clarkson

wow it has been a SICK-ening wk. i'd nva been so freaking sick my entire life! im so so scared of falling sick again man.. choy. puking so many times a day.. diarrhoea.. loss of appetite.. stomach bloating.. sitting on the coach the entire day.. either slping or watching tv.. if not eating those disgusting pills.. eek. all these can really drive the hell out of me man.. mommy i wont dare eat so much again!! hehe to those who showed some little concern to me during this period of time - thankx alot pals.. =) haiz haven been going out for a wk already!!! n i missed mardi-gras! damn. im so regretful.. did u all noe V was spotted there?! sigh i really got no fate w him la haha.. oh mama have u dyed ur hair already? or r u waiting for me?........ hehehehe.. when u want? me can acc u one.. im dying to go out.. juz dun make me eat.. i cant afford to eat anymore.. will puke to death. n smhow i dread gg to wk.. n i mean DREAD. tink the job doesnt really suit me? haha dunno wad i wan oso im hard to please.. shall bear w it lo..
n everyone is practically driving me crazy w the word 'results'. will they stop mentioning tt in front of me?! urgh. n stop asking me which course i wanna choose when i dun even noe whether i can enter the U!!!!!!
10:59 PM♥ Sunday, February 15, 2004♥
listening to: shou hou - 5566

hehe happy v-day to all the lovebirds out there n happy frienship dae to moi dear friens!! (oops.. a few hrs late though) v happie despite the cruel fact tt im not spending the time w my 'dear daniel' haha.. had so many surprises today.. 1st it was cey who came w a pink spag or pink tank top which she claimed to b.. wadeva.. den we feasted at this pathetic BK in raffles city.. so many pple everywhere! ok expected anw.. went to suntec to find meilay but got chased away when we wanted to patronise her shop sighz.. so went shopping lo.. bot this gray lycra top at bodynits which didnt allow me to use nets.. causing me to b so broke thruout the whole day =( meilay met us aft wk n dat poor gal didnt realise tt she lost her watch until suppertime.. went home super late took v long to decide whether to take cab.. came across this stupid taxi driver who conveniently dropped us 50m from the pt we boarded the cab coz we wanted to go to 4 diff places.. wad an idiot. haiz r all singaporean taxi drivers lidat - rather cheong home to slp than to earn more cash?.. fortunately another taxi driver saved us from being stranded there.. if not for such a kind soul i bet we'd have condemned all the other taxi drivers in spore haha..
oh ive to make this remark.. spore is sooo small!! haa~ met so many pple today! 1st it was a little discovery by the 3 of us.. the econs tutor of 3602 is w some other gp tutor in tj haha.. den saw angie(a colleague in noel) w her bf along citylink.. den it was guan yuan w her bf mama n her mama n sis den my useless couzzie @ suntec.. den qiu ling(colleague in noel) n bf during supper.. n.. last but not least yan fang n huibing @ esplanade.. was told tt mingquan n e rest were smwhere else.. tried to run away from him but so suay leh he's juz on top of me!! sighz.. got up the bridge den saw the rest allen n 2 of their juniors took photo w ah ming n ah fang which i kinda regretted coz i nva comb my hair n my stomach muz b so big aft supper haiz.. didnt noe these fellas so onz one.. spend vday with one another.. haiz how come tt time we nva lehz.. ok mayb bcoz today is sat.. is dat supposed to b an excuse?..

listening to: deep sorrow - shinhwa
3:22 AM♥ Saturday, February 07, 2004♥
listening to: jay - qing tian

okie did hands-on today.. know the basic stuff le.. but there're still lotsa stuff which im unaware of! bleahz.. i guess it'll take quite long b4 i can b familiar w bout 50% of the stuff i shld noe.. went to wk w unbuned hair today.. wahaha got a senior psa to bun 4 me.. argh took cab today pekchek.. all e mahjong money tt ive won yesterday all went to the taxi fare damn hair. n i feel so embarassed wearing tt PURPLE uniform when im on my way to catch a cab today -_-'''
haiz gotta emphasize this another time.. i feel so weird wking w 'aunties' haha.. most of them r married! find it quite hard to converse w them.. dunno wad to say.. i mean if im wking w pple of my age at least we can tok cok.. get wad i mean?.. so when susan asked me today whether im always dat quiet i dunno wad to ans her oso.. haiz but i tink im quite fortunate to b under her la.. she's a nice person.. wk's ok today la coz im in a pte clinic got less patients.. sigh wonder how i'll survive if i get posted to the level 2 clinics.. oh n i muz mention bout this! i feel tt even the pathetic bit of privacy tt im left w is being invaded! u all noe y?.. coz there's a 'hidden' camera rite at the door facing me! so dat means i cant check my msg.. cant yawn.. even though i always do haha cant control la.. n my feet is aching lik hell from standing n walking in those bloody shoes all day.. blisters everywhere.. so gotta stick plasters all over my feet.. pain ah! lemme divulge a little secret here.. i always take off my shoes when im sitting down! n i mean always! wahaha.. okie ive inherited mama's disease.. ok more complaints from me coming up.. my hair is REALLY spoilt now. damn. gotta waste money re-bonding again! grrr... shall never get a job which requires me to tie my hair ever again. this'll prevent myself from being so stupid i really waste alot of money lo.. i took a glance at my bank bk n i nearly fainted. i really spent alot this yr lo.. more than a thousand can u imagine?! goodness! puke. dun blame me 4 being ngiao if i refuse to fork out more on some tings hor.. im pek chek-ded w myself already.. tink im really a bai-jia-nu haa
n my bro juz told me dat reports have proven tt pple w dyed hair have much higher risks of contracting cancer.. haiz.
so happi no nid wk tmr.. yippee can rest! n im looking forward to watching along came polly! hehe =)
*hey stel if u're reading this.. the content of this entry is rather personal dun tell ur mama or whoever kiez if not i'll die of embarassment n i'll K u when u come back! haha

listening to: all stars - shou qian shou

1:29 AM♥ Wednesday, February 04, 2004♥
HAIZ.. got a new job @ the hospital already.. n i'm dreading it.. me n cey both got the jobs but we're wking in diff departments.. n this is wad i'm gonna complain about.. soon i'll b eating alone during lunches.. wking w unfamiliar faces.. wearing some ugly uniform.. wasting my 200 bucks coz i hafta tie my hair into a stupid bun (tink i'll hafta spend another 200 bucks aft i'm done w this job).. wearing court shoes.. breathing in germ-filled air.. facing impatient n unreasonable aunties ah peks..HAIZ..
planned to run away if yu xin managed to find a job for me.. gonna try uniform later.. tink i got more to complain aft my 1st day tmr..HAIZ..
n i sprained my finger yesterday while playing ball.. ouch. it's swollen.
tink i nva wk for v long already.. have an inertia for wking hahaha
puke puke puke bleahz................................
1:12 PM♥